It was the night before we launched tomahawks at very specific locations in Iraq in order to eliminate Iraq's weapons of mass destruction and liberate the Iraqi people from Saddam's oppressive reign. We were part of 30-something US warships, not including coalition forces, who participated in the operation. Little did I know that my involvement in Operation Enduring Freedom would come full circle when I was able to view one of Saddam's numerous torture chambers and prisons in one of his palaces in Baghdad when I was deployed to Iraq boots-on-ground in 2006 and that I would begin all my long-distance training runs along the same path in which Saddam was being detained by US forces before he was handed over to the Iraqi government for trial and his eventual execution for his crimes against humanity. These events were widely documented and reported and seemed to pale in comparison to the various humanitarian efforts we became involved in. What we did and what was highlighted depended on the views of the media that was covering our stories.

This photo does not depict the moments before we launched; however it does depict the "aft" (Navy term for "rear" or "back") launchers.
I wrote a short poem of what I felt happened prior to that very morning.....It wouldn't be the last of the poems I wrote during times of conflict, but it would be one of the few that I was able to salvage and document in it's final draft. It isn't one of my best, but I've saved it nevertheless for the moment that it defined at that point in my life.
March 2003
Images darken
on cold, white sands
where hearts collide on red beds of steel earth
and oil darkens thin blue waters
lit with fires that make men bleed and bruise.
New dawns raise days
thick with grayish clouds of smoke
covering a gulf dotted with warships and infantry.
Deserts crawl with great beasts on black wheels,
soldiers with purple hearts on their camis,
the steel toe of their boots dug deeply in dunes,
the morning man serenades to Allah,
the dome-shaped mosques line the warm earthen sky at dusk,
as I sit on the launch pads praying…
No, I didn't actually sit on the launch pads praying; it is a metaphorical statement. I probably did say a few prayers....I hoped that our efforts would not be in vain......
*No portion of my poetry may be reproduced or used without explicit permission from me.*
What a beautiful poem.
ReplyDeleteIt's so raw and full of emotions.
It's so ironic that I read this today because in one of my classes we talked about a song that was SO similar to your feelings. I've definitely been shaped by so many different experiences today!
xoxo,
tiana of l'esthetique
Beautiful poem, so great to read how you were feeling and how it was for you. We don't always get to see that point of view from those who go to fight wars or other things. People just often see it as them doing the jobs they freely signed up for & it's completely different from that sometimes. Have a wonderful day doll xx
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Amazing poem! I feel honored to be able to read it from the author that experienced it.
ReplyDeleteI'm reading this, while "watching" the news. It's about female US soldiers. Coincidence??
ReplyDeleteGreat poem! Just like your stories...
And like the others said before me, it's nice to read 'the real story' through your eyes.
Thank you so much Sandra. I've been inspired by you all to write the other side of the truth, that I'm not sure people get to hear about...I appreciate the support!
Deletelove the poem and love your blog!
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It's really crazythat these experiences happened to you - seeing the pictures of you and the descriptions are so vivid. Your poetry is excellent - I can't believe I am reading the poetry of someone so involved in this kind of thing honestly, it feels like something reserved for a book (I'm sure if you wrote a book of your poetry it would do well, by the by) Anyhow. I love that you have been sharing these, it's a really different and eye opening break in my normal line up that I have really enjoyed reading.
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